ARghh

Pilu... Pilu....

im gonna miss you all
im gonna get homesick
im gonna miss you all
im gonna cry all day long


im gonna miss you all...
if i can just stay here
if i can be just like the others
if i can live well and grown as you dream of
if i just....

im gonna miss you all

New Car...

Finally my father just buy new vehicle, trend it in with the last one, that they bought a year ago...em... a year....
i dont even manage to buy a bike yet....
"belilah, bulan2 bayar la. Boleh juga guna."
Huh! Do you think that so easy? How about my ptptn, my loan? Maybe, if not about the loan, i've already buy one, because i owed ptptn.. at least... at least, less than my others friends, over 20K, and might be over 30K...
BUT REALLY,
i dont even think i really need it right now, where ever i go, i still can move on, i will find ways to make sure that i'll never get stuck in one place. At least i know how to survive, not easily become dizzy or scared. It always a way if you're lost. No... believe you didnt find the place yet, never assume that you're lost...
One simple thing,
whenever you go, keep remind youself to look around and seek for something different at the place and keep it on your mind.
If you still can remember only one single thing, oyu might save your day later....

Anyway,
it just one day left before i go back there....
I keep counting on clock.. second... hours.....
i felt regret because at the end, i've already broke my parents' heart with my behavior.. but at least, i realized im a little bit different than before, i mean last year....

I'll mis you all forever...


Spend my very last moment with my lovely family right now...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry. im turly sori, i really dont mean 2 hurt you, really dont. But i cant control my behavior today, and i knew that i've broke ur heart.
i'm so regret about that.
if i just can turn back time
i will just it that fish... i will... i will not complain one single thing
i will
bcuz u bought that bcuz u knew i like it much...
but i disspntd u
i'm sori...
i m so sori, mak....

i will think about this thing all the time when i go back to my school
i know...

Hari ini...

Akulah serpihan kisah masa lalumu....

Kebetulan

Tak pernah terpikir olehkuTak sedikitpun ku bayangkanKau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri
Begitu sulit kubayangkanBegitu sakit ku rasakanKau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dibawah batu nisan kiniKau tlah sandarkanKasih sayang kamu begitu dalamsungguh ku tak sanggupIni terjadi karna ku sangat cinta
Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamuJatuh air mataku menangis piluHanya mampu ucapkanSelamat jalan kasih
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa cintai kamu;kamu;kamu di hatikuNamun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidupSatu jam saja kutelah bisa sayangi kamu… di hatikuNamun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidupdi nanti ku……

Kebetulan.. apakah yang betul?

Last night, i spent my whole night by remembering all kind of thing that you've done to be and whatever think that you wasnt.
I think of you.
Today, you miss me, sending your thought..
You miss me...
Did i miss you?
No....
Never...

Frustated

The worst day ever... i hit my parents' garage.... alamak.... it's really scared me.... kenapa saya mesti bawak kereta malam? sedangkan saya tsak pernah bawa kererta sebelah malam sebelum in? kenapa saya mesti parking di dalam kenapa tidak letak di luar saja
kenapa tidak tarik handbrek tu...
kenapa saya tidak dapat pastikan ama satu brek mana satu minyak?
kenapa saya tak try an error letak kaki kanan sebelah kanan kenapasaya tak letak kaki kini sebelah kanan
kenapa???
kenapa?
banyaknya calar
rosak
sedihnya...
hancur hatiku.ll