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Dear diary...its ben a long time since de last day i wrote on u...and it has been so much sweet and sad memories, saved i my head..and i ave my next boyfriend...my speccial one..i sweet and cute guy...kind, honest, polite, funny intelligent and he is very..very special 4 me...he helped my, although he dont realize it. He changed me slowly...i miss him everynite...sometimes i will compare him wit my ex from my past, then i think..thats not i good thing to do...dai tentu bukan org yg sama dgn yg lama...wlupun tak setanding dgn yg lama...the fact is..dia ckup..cukup layak untuk bertaktha dalam ati yang teruk ni...thanks God... i met him... my aduhai comel...yg baik dan comel....

Love Poem...

Hari ini 6 Mac. Dis day iz Sus' birthday. Em..my setoy fren from my childhood. Miz her. 2day I wil meet XXX, how loks he is. I cant imagine, felt worried and nervous. Em..at de same time, I stil miz him. Terkenang2 time exam sem lalu, time tu la..he was so in love wit me. Seminggu tak kaco takut ganggu, terasa semangat sebab ade org ambik berat dan sayang. Tp tidak lagi sekaang…tidak lagi…..tidak ada lagi Am yg akan tanya aku camne, ok? Dia dah tak de. Dia bukan lagi abe aku. Dia X aku je. Den dayah gave me a swet message that remind me 2 him. I sent dat msg 2 im. 4 wat? I also dunno. Cis! Hati…rupanye ko tak baik lagi…aku nangis lagi. Ntahla..tiap kali terkenang dia…semudah itu…semudah kacang je…my tears shed…

Someday…
You will forget about me…
My name…
My voice…
Who am i….
And who I am to you…
But knowing you once in a lifetime….
Is already a gift….

Napa la aku masih teringat kat engko yek?? Em... mayb coz ur my 1st luv...itula hebatnye kuasa cinta pertama….wakakaka….(nangis…)